I'm perplexed writing your text,
As something speaks to me, I can't wait to see what's next.
I'll obey ever word you say
If you want me to go away I won't stay.
But as our eyes Synchronize, it takes me to a paradise,
And I'd sacrifice my own life just to see this moment happen twice.
Or each and every chance I glance at you,
It moves me into trance of absolute romance.
The truth lies beneath my cries,
And every time you turn away my heart dies.
Only when the world collapses
Is when the whole world claps
And my heart finally falls beneath the gaps.
For instance, what is this substance?
The thing that draws me closer without distance.
I'm left with no choice
Your voice echoes with rejoice inside,
The rising tide of emotion hasn't died.
Oh such a wonderful feeling
Has be kneeling praying beyond the ceiling.
But, as your lips grew hotter,
You drown me deeper into the water
Now I'm lost, I can't reach the surface,
Whatever man I serve no purpose,
Come on take the dice and roll,
It was my heart that you stole,
And now your soul's got a brand new hole.
The attempts and dreams,
All the painful thoughts and screams.
But the sadness now is swelling,
Compelling me deep within my mental dwelling
That place far out of reach of your grasp
Taunting me with your deadly vile asp.
You may wish it could be corrected
That all my ideas haven't been connected
The love I had for you has been redirected.
You're the only part of my love that fades,
Teasing me with razor sharp like blades
I curse you, the queen of spades.
The matter progresses and develops
What? , Devil, ups ?
You know what, I just don't get it,
How come over 60 percent of you said it
By now it's better to forget it.
What?, refrain from decades of pain,
Your words are like a black stain,..
Too me.., I've got nothing to gain.
Give up?, no I don't need to,
venire love is easy too see through.
I wish it was only us two, just me and you.
-xoxo-scot
Saturday, September 4, 2010
The Chaser
The Biggest mistake I had Ever made .
was something happened a year ago.
It ruined a life, before that I didn't know.
An old man had placed an ad,
which I shouldn't have pursued.
As I walked into the place on Pell street.
I searched for the man, whom I was so eager to meet.
This was the beginning of a great mistake.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
The old man had explained,
what the purpose was,
he should have told what the side affect does,
if I had known I would have complained.
I then asked for a certain mixture,
but he called it a flirting elixir.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
I then knew I had to decide
it was either the love potion or the cyanide.
I figured she wouldn't know which was which,
So I had to make a decisive switch.
After I came home to great Diana,
she just left for relatives in Louisiana.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
When she returned home we got drunk,
We played Battleship and she bursted out "My Battleship
sunk"
I insisted that she was to take a Chaser,
Little did I know that later I'd have to erase her.
But still it would be nice to have a little respect,
instead of being a bum low life reject.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
The effects took action quick,
my plan had worked, it was an evil trick.
She was obsessed, truly insane
she kissed me for hours this wasn't humane!
I had to put an end to this,
this is something I would be glad to miss.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
I considered hiring a hit man
I had to get away from this notorious Loveland.
She had too much love inside her,
The old man had mentioned some glove cleaner...
I rushed back to the man for the poison,
that's the decision I'm glad I had chosen.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
The old man was glad to see me,
he said he'd sell it to me for a substantial fee.
I didn't have any money so I got a loan,
It was a scam that I should have known.
I took it home.
She smothered me with kisses and never left me alone.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
The bottle was intact,
I had to stop this heinous act.
amazingly she had to use the bathroom,
this was my chance to bring her to doom.
when she came back she took a sip.
Immediately she began foaming at the lip.
I watched in awe,
as it rushed down her jaw.
The last words that she said,
were "I love You Alan", and then she was dead.
was something happened a year ago.
It ruined a life, before that I didn't know.
An old man had placed an ad,
which I shouldn't have pursued.
As I walked into the place on Pell street.
I searched for the man, whom I was so eager to meet.
This was the beginning of a great mistake.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
The old man had explained,
what the purpose was,
he should have told what the side affect does,
if I had known I would have complained.
I then asked for a certain mixture,
but he called it a flirting elixir.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
I then knew I had to decide
it was either the love potion or the cyanide.
I figured she wouldn't know which was which,
So I had to make a decisive switch.
After I came home to great Diana,
she just left for relatives in Louisiana.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
When she returned home we got drunk,
We played Battleship and she bursted out "My Battleship
sunk"
I insisted that she was to take a Chaser,
Little did I know that later I'd have to erase her.
But still it would be nice to have a little respect,
instead of being a bum low life reject.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
The effects took action quick,
my plan had worked, it was an evil trick.
She was obsessed, truly insane
she kissed me for hours this wasn't humane!
I had to put an end to this,
this is something I would be glad to miss.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
I considered hiring a hit man
I had to get away from this notorious Loveland.
She had too much love inside her,
The old man had mentioned some glove cleaner...
I rushed back to the man for the poison,
that's the decision I'm glad I had chosen.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
The old man was glad to see me,
he said he'd sell it to me for a substantial fee.
I didn't have any money so I got a loan,
It was a scam that I should have known.
I took it home.
She smothered me with kisses and never left me alone.
It was only a potion
that put my wife into locomotion
and
that was the day
that forced her life away.
The bottle was intact,
I had to stop this heinous act.
amazingly she had to use the bathroom,
this was my chance to bring her to doom.
when she came back she took a sip.
Immediately she began foaming at the lip.
I watched in awe,
as it rushed down her jaw.
The last words that she said,
were "I love You Alan", and then she was dead.
The Stray
I am a stray.
As far away from reality I stay,
All my anger, sadness and fear, I keep it all at bay.
For as I am a stray.
No one knows what its like to have my mind far away,
and have thoughts inside you burning you each and every day
What is inside me now has been in for a while,
And keeps building everyday,
I can't release it for I don't know how,
But whatever it is it must be done now!
For everyday I seem Content and everyday I seem Happy,
But deep in my soul I feel Crappy.
Down inside I am torn apart,
Sadness riddled my brain and now my Heart!
I need for people to see,
What it its like to be me.
And when ever my heart is in trouble,
My brain works double and starts to crumble.
I can make a difference and I can change,
I can go back to normal and not be so strange.
I have to get better soon,
For I Cant stand being alone, staring at the moon.
But for me, the stray,
From now this day,
Sadness will be my brain's prey,
And that's the way it's going to stay.
As far away from reality I stay,
All my anger, sadness and fear, I keep it all at bay.
For as I am a stray.
No one knows what its like to have my mind far away,
and have thoughts inside you burning you each and every day
What is inside me now has been in for a while,
And keeps building everyday,
I can't release it for I don't know how,
But whatever it is it must be done now!
For everyday I seem Content and everyday I seem Happy,
But deep in my soul I feel Crappy.
Down inside I am torn apart,
Sadness riddled my brain and now my Heart!
I need for people to see,
What it its like to be me.
And when ever my heart is in trouble,
My brain works double and starts to crumble.
I can make a difference and I can change,
I can go back to normal and not be so strange.
I have to get better soon,
For I Cant stand being alone, staring at the moon.
But for me, the stray,
From now this day,
Sadness will be my brain's prey,
And that's the way it's going to stay.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Defenestration
Defenestration
A real dream occurs
the same time my vision blurs
humans completely sever
things that cannot last forever
my emotional stuff
until my tail is told enough.
I have received my closest station
its no longer my obligation
I got the candle light
I have the right to keep my sight
its the dust,, got my eyes I must!
But I'm a scot...
I just got turned into a robot...
Like moses"slash" Akhenaten
I'm completely forgotten...
but if we can stand together,
We can change the weather.
I am the martyr,
Which only makes things harder
wander the earth lone
finding the nothing it has shown..
the only thing was the catalyst
it was only a snake that hissed
gathered the stones that are unknown
witnessed things turned to stone
stacked the objects in a formation
its not a pyramid its a creation
collect the clay collect the dirt
find the things that end you hurt
one entire giant shakedown
grab the crown throw it on the ground
having to concede to a being a leaver
no one is a complete believer
I have done the swamps obstical course
now im forcefully forced from the Forrest!
things that have done have no remorse.
something of an endeavor
nothing I do will last forever
will I float will I sink?
Drown soon I'm on the brink
Go ahead send more flood
I'm the earth I will turn to mud
don't want to be awake don't want to sleep
don't want to.. for my sake be complete.
A real dream occurs
the same time my vision blurs
humans completely sever
things that cannot last forever
my emotional stuff
until my tail is told enough.
I have received my closest station
its no longer my obligation
I got the candle light
I have the right to keep my sight
its the dust,, got my eyes I must!
But I'm a scot...
I just got turned into a robot...
Like moses"slash" Akhenaten
I'm completely forgotten...
but if we can stand together,
We can change the weather.
I am the martyr,
Which only makes things harder
wander the earth lone
finding the nothing it has shown..
the only thing was the catalyst
it was only a snake that hissed
gathered the stones that are unknown
witnessed things turned to stone
stacked the objects in a formation
its not a pyramid its a creation
collect the clay collect the dirt
find the things that end you hurt
one entire giant shakedown
grab the crown throw it on the ground
having to concede to a being a leaver
no one is a complete believer
I have done the swamps obstical course
now im forcefully forced from the Forrest!
things that have done have no remorse.
something of an endeavor
nothing I do will last forever
will I float will I sink?
Drown soon I'm on the brink
Go ahead send more flood
I'm the earth I will turn to mud
don't want to be awake don't want to sleep
don't want to.. for my sake be complete.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Poem
Eridu
When given in large doses or small amounts,
To a past age and all the forgotten accounts.
Having too much to say for just one story
It turns out to be a poem with tons of allegory.
Two kinds of light both being sun rays
As well as two different ways to count down days.
Not finding the fastest result
might find it proper to continue being an adult.
Just pass it by just let it be
stare at the sky fall asleep under a tree
Following the carrion eagle a word so bent
figuring out what the hell that serpent meant
Talk in your sleep and awake somnambulate
the river really is the best place to conjugate.
Tossed Turned left sunburned
up to the stars Ive yearned.
Finding out how to evolve
slow pace like watching salt dissolve
Or like trading trays for soups
put to order everyone jumps through the hoops
Is this something completely perfidious?
it cant be something that hideous
I can pay Ten pieces of eight
watch the masses create fire and desecrate
Unwilling something to sever
but will this endeavor last forever?
I will float among the wind
get lost spun around and spinned
I hear something sounds like laughter
proceeding to move towards it going faster
Climbing aboard a tiny boat
finding out all the noise is only a c note
This whole family is trying to relocate
the waves hit and they accelerate
Calm is all gone chaos is now present
feeling fine before is now unpleasant
I final cry the snake was too sly
the life before ended up a lie
Sunken at last at the bottom of the sea
The migration was something not to be
praying to the dark side of the sun was the final plea.
When given in large doses or small amounts,
To a past age and all the forgotten accounts.
Having too much to say for just one story
It turns out to be a poem with tons of allegory.
Two kinds of light both being sun rays
As well as two different ways to count down days.
Not finding the fastest result
might find it proper to continue being an adult.
Just pass it by just let it be
stare at the sky fall asleep under a tree
Following the carrion eagle a word so bent
figuring out what the hell that serpent meant
Talk in your sleep and awake somnambulate
the river really is the best place to conjugate.
Tossed Turned left sunburned
up to the stars Ive yearned.
Finding out how to evolve
slow pace like watching salt dissolve
Or like trading trays for soups
put to order everyone jumps through the hoops
Is this something completely perfidious?
it cant be something that hideous
I can pay Ten pieces of eight
watch the masses create fire and desecrate
Unwilling something to sever
but will this endeavor last forever?
I will float among the wind
get lost spun around and spinned
I hear something sounds like laughter
proceeding to move towards it going faster
Climbing aboard a tiny boat
finding out all the noise is only a c note
This whole family is trying to relocate
the waves hit and they accelerate
Calm is all gone chaos is now present
feeling fine before is now unpleasant
I final cry the snake was too sly
the life before ended up a lie
Sunken at last at the bottom of the sea
The migration was something not to be
praying to the dark side of the sun was the final plea.
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